Well, it's that time of year again where i grow older, so yeah Happy Birthday to me, although not just any birthday, it's my twentieth. That's a quarter of my life already gone (i imagine i live for about 80 years). I don't know how to feel on my birthday, happy or sad, so this journal will be split into two parts:

Emo
<sigh> I'm 20 now, my life is going by so fast... what have i done with my life? what have i done lately that was meaningful? Why am i getting older? why can't i stay young and BEAUTIFUL?? maybe i need a jaguar to make me feel better.... can't afford a jag..maybe a toy jaguar...

Happy
Yay, 20 now!! One step closer to the manly 21's!! Bring on the adventures of twenty-hood! Partay all night loooong!!

Haha, okay no more andri madness/ emoness. Yeah, i'm 20 now, so yeah...

In other news, trying out for two OCTs and yes that's right, two oc's. It's cool, i'll have lots of free time in the summer, so yeah, it's good to keep busy.